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I'll Miss Watching You Die

by Half Asking

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I think that I'm going insane, my friends don't know me Locked inside for fear of speaking Its dangerous to want to belong this badly But its too late Its too late 'Cause the nightmares and the mind bending fear is setting in And some of us are more than just a little weird With no one to speak to and nowhere to go, I speak to myself as I stay where I am
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Lung Foam 03:03
Aggressive fits of lethargy; violent urges to pry open the earth Mass graves for those not yet dead rotting through the water shed Drowning in lung foam Suffocation by peeling skin tissue from the roof of the mouth Malefic visions of the occurrences which took place that May of 1994 Drowning in lung foam
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Listening softly A sleepless obsession that I am watched Fingers glistening, they unseam the hillside Flaying scorched earth Their coats are the black starred sheet Unraveling the truth in laughing damnation Melting through the cracks of isolation Passing through the gate Pealing back the lids I ruined you, and I want more In the damp corner huddled too close for breath A part of this place The shadowed pattern in the back of the brain Breathing in the bending walls Where love has been scraps fed to the dog Now that I have grown teeth, hate feeds me Where is my prey
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Spent lives lie in lye Charcoal clouds trail behind Squalling falls, screeching gales Brushing back the scalding scales Entombed within the sun-bleached stone Smeared across the vision Brushing, burning low set clouds Spew forth as open mouths My teeth tie to knots There are no words I dip my infinite arms into the clotted neon tide By the heels of those I drag down with me I will lift my body Self indulgent depression building nothing Now less has become too much I just won't know any world outside the self I was born I knew I was nothing in a still pond As presence is relative and stimulus clots the bleeding mind When this world is torn I could be so much more In these ashes caked to my teeth is what you might have been had it not burned I felt so small, but I've never been Arms bleed from reaching through the shattered sill I will cultivate this way to see the world
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You don't know what to fear as it stands motionless Violence is experienced in sudden final breathes Every last word spoken has been said Staring into light's end Breaths curling past the neck as light shatters to sand I am singular, separate from Because I just can't have enough Bow before my lung's cave Crawl in with me
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Merciless 03:35
Deserving of retribution Your shell will leak to gloss the grass and wet my jaded teeth Biting back the words wriggling within this poisoned mind From within you will become disassembled, dismembered Stare into my teeth lest you begin to splinter and break
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Gravity Tree 03:32
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released October 31, 2020

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